I Have been A Dumb Old Man
I was being tortured physically and mentally and this agony was unbearable!
If God Wants Me to Leave, I'll Leave
I was born with darker skin, therefore, my parents decided to give me the name Damu (Damu in Thai means "black"). My home is in Phuket, Thailand. When I was a child, I needed to help my parents in a sailboat. I learned to smoke to make me feel warmer on cold nights. I had a smoking addiction and had been smoking since my young age until I quit smoking a few years ago.
One day in 2001, my voice became hoarse due to my long-term smoking habit. I thought I probably had a cold and did not pay attention to it. However, my situation got worse after two months. I sometimes lost my voice. My body began to become very weak. I had no strength to keep up my daily work. I thought I was getting older and that was why my body was weaker. One day, I was unable to speak or make any sound no matter how hard I tried to speak or shout. I was scared!
I went to see a doctor in a hospital immediately. The doctor found a small lump by using a laryngoscope. Later, a biopsy test confirmed I had laryngeal cancer. It was the worst thing in my life. My whole family was worried and anxious. My wife was unable to accept it and was crying desperately. I was the only one who was calm. I comforted them and said, “If God needs me to go, I will follow his will.”
I Escaped From the Hospital
My family insisted on bringing me to consult with a doctor in Bangkok. After the examination, the doctor gave me two choices: 1. to have a removal surgery to remove the tumor through a cut (incision) in the neck, and about 2 weeks hospitalization. I thought for a moment and refused it because I could not accept it. 2. to have about 30 cycles of radiation therapy. I could accept this treatment plan. Therefore, I went back home and got ready for my radiation therapy in a large hospital in the South. When I arrived at the radiology department and saw how the patients undergoing radiation therapy had skin burns, and were skinny and were in pain, I was disturbed and scared. I immediately turned and fled! After I got back home, I would never go to see the doctor. I was thinking: “If it happens, it will happen! I do not want such physical suffering before I die.” I just wanted to spend the rest of my days at home with my family.
I was so emotional and it was painful to write my will. Since I was unable to speak, I was unable to tell my family what I was thinking. I was being tortured physically and mentally and this agony was unbearable! Since the first day I could not talk I was speechless; I could not have normal social interactions with others and I needed to use body language to communicate with others or I wrote down what I wanted to say, I had been so miserable and depressed. I also had slow responses in terms of speaking. My granddaughter was four years old, and she talked to me but I could not respond. I wanted to write to her but she could not read. She was so naive and asked me: "Grandpa, why don't you talk to me?”
I Will Be With You Forever
That made me very sad. If someone was unable to express the words in her/his heart and could not express love to the loved one, it was painful. I was desperate to finish writing my will and wanted to commit suicide to end this torment. Plus, the cost of my treatments was very high. I did not want to leave this financial burden on my family. My greatest confidante and support was my 4 year old granddaughter. She always talked to me before and after her school. She always said, “Grandpa, you eat more so that you will get well soon! Grandpa, you need to be patient, be with me forever. Grandpa, I love you!” Her words always brought tears to my eyes.
Even though I insisted on not going to see doctors, my family never gave up on me, especially my heartbroken wife. She asked people, read books and searched out treatments for me. Unintentionally, my wife got information on Tian Xian Liquid from the book, “The true stories of 100 cancer patients overcome their cancers”. My wife brought Tian Xian Liquid from Bangkok and gave it to me to try. In the beginning, I was not expecting any outcome. But I did not want to let her down. So I followed the instructions and took it. Shortly, my physical condition started to improve. Amazingly, I could slowly communicate with others! The most exciting thing was that I could talk to my beloved granddaughter! Since then I have been taking Tian Xian Liquid, and never accept conventional treatments.
Adhere to The Healthy Approach of a Regimen
In addition to the habit of taking Tian Xian Liquid, I also adhere to the healthy approach of a regimen that my Chinese traditional practitioner taught me. My wife, my children and my grandchildren are all dedicated to taking care of me. They strictly control my nutritional intake and diet. I eat brown rice and a variety of beans. For meat, I mainly eat saltwater fish which has always been my favorite. I no longer eat fatty beef, chicken, fried or pickled foods. I enjoy homemade food with no MSG. They also try to make me drink freshly squeezed fruit and vegetable juices. As for coconut milk soup, they let me drink once in a while when I’m craving it. I am more than happy to follow this healthy approach. Ten years have passed, and I can hardly believe that I am healthy now and I can work as before with great spirit and strength. I am speaking and can pronounce as well as other normal people!
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